400 years America ,
For 400 years America, we’ve been playing this game of cat and mouse,
and for 400 years America, you refuse to give us the keys to the house.
For 400 years America , we’ve been asking to be free,
and for 400 years America , you sat there and you promised me,
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Two strange hearts falling in one love–
Deep bowl of broth–is a mystery.
Baking eyes tossing off a fancy loaf
Ere the mouth that desires fare velvety.
Once the tommy the spot hits, culinary
Delights–instead of repeating upon
The tongue–become unsavory.
Hand, picking at the spread of affection.
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Was I at least good some of the time?
Did our time mean anything?
Do you ever think of me?
Did I ever matter?
What did I do wrong?
What could I have done to fix it?
But they can’t hear you.
They’ll never hear these questions.
I am nothingness
everything and anything
indifference and numbness too
I am a struggle
sometimes lovable and I care, I do
I am the pain
pure happiness and ecstasy
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You promised to take me to the woods and sleep with me under the stars,
You promised me an adventure,
And by God you took me on one-
You weaved me through forest just trying to find you,
Searching for your remnants in the fallen leaves and branches scattered across the forest floor
You led me to a tall tree where I could carve our names into the wood, as selfish as that was,
And deface beautiful Mother Nature because I thought our love was also as breathtaking as she.
Our love was breathtaking-
You whisked me away and ran us to the tops of mountains.
You took me to peaks where I felt alive,
And valleys where I felt so down to earth I could’ve melted into the paths we paved
The same way I did every time your arms wrapped around my waist
And your head rested on my shoulder,
And you whispered in my ears about how you didn’t want to be anywhere else.
I jumped rocks and cliffs with you,
Falling so hard and fast the same way I did
Any time you looked at me with those patient eyes,
Any time you found the time to hold me and love me in any way you could muster.
I fell into water and your sea eyes any time I jumped;
You made me fall so damn hard.
You took me to the edges of sunsets
That never rivaled the way your smile shined
When I told you I loved you,
Or rivaled the way your face looked when you laughed.
You had Mother Nature beat when it came to beauty.
You had me beat when I tried to find a reason to be upset you never actually took me on an adventure like you promised,
Maybe because falling in love with you was an adventure all in itself;
You left me blistered, aching and sore.
But I left you with the world in my eyes, the sea dripping from them,
The mountains weighing on my heart
And the shores soaking my soul because venturing into your world meant I had left my own,
And it took me so much damn time trying to find a path back to mine.
You took me for one hell of an adventure,
And the paths you treaded left footprints in my heart
That are blown away but aren’t forgotten.
You promised to take me out to see the sights and walk the world-
Falling in love with you took me for an adventure that you didn’t plan for,
And one I couldn’t sustain much longer.
That’s the thing about you, us, adventures-
They’re thrilling and beautiful,
Breathtaking and wild.
They come to an end though,
And the adventure you took me on stained me with a sense of wanderlust you’ll never come to see or know.
– Eliot York
A single golden leaf pirouetted down an invisible spiral of breeze, spinning through the air as it let itself be carried down. It shook slightly, as if it could have been whisked away any second by the grip of an icy wind, but it kept floating down the twirling course. It blew past my face and landed lightly on the ground, the shiny, vibrant colour standing out against the ambers and bronzes beneath it. It was so delicate, I wanted to reach down and pick it up and hold it close to my heart, smoothing out any creases, but something told me that it belonged there, this corpse of what was once summer.
When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
‘Cause we belong together